Confidence

It's Saturday.
I decided not to go to the office today.
Something about spending the entire day locked in an office wasn't appealing to me.
Although I do have work to do.
I'm distracted and I know that has to do with fear.
I wish I could get over it.
And that fear is starting to mess with my confidence.

I shouldn't let it.
It's really silly.
I should be fine.
But I'm not.

Sometimes being a writer is not fun.
Even when you have a blog and can write about it.

I am grateful for a moment to breathe.
I am grateful for a day of fun tomorrow with friends.
I am grateful that my boyfriend and I are communicating.